How does it happen?

There are certain events in our life that change everything. One such thing happened with me last night. I still can't fathom how it has taken so much of an effect on me that, over night, my outlook towards so many things has just changed. Towards my work, towards my friends, towards my aims and goals in life and last but not the least 'relationships'!

After my busy day at work, I got home and quickly ran down to play my usual round of table tennis. Came back home, ran for a shower and then sat in my room thinking what to do next. And that's when I decided to reflect on the last few weeks of my life and what I did wrong or right. I then came to think, why should I weigh everything that happens on a scale which balances on my assumptions of wrong or right. That wouldn't be fair to anyone else involved.

I have this knack of worrying about what should not happen in my life rather than shifting my focus on what should! Why not say to ourselves, 'I know I want to be with him/her, and I WILL!'
There is no reason why it shouldn't happen if we have faith in our own selves.

And so I made myself a plan. A plan, where I will have no regrets about anything I do. A plan where I will just see the positive side of everything (surely not ignoring the negative). But I will start looking at everything with a new perspective. Why sit at home and wonder why everything we do goes wrong and why not sit and wonder how I have achieved the certain things that I always wanted to and HOW!

I am a dreamer and a big one at that. And in my justification, I love it! That is the one place where everything is perfect. Where everything happens the way I want it to and I am with who I want to be with. I have dreamt to the extent of my conversations with the one I will spend the rest of my life with. How I will do whatever it takes for her to be the happiest person in my life.

But then today, rejuvenated, I have faith in myself to be able to put my dreams to reality. To be able to live a perfect life with the perfect one in a perfect home. It's always possible!

I am nobody to influence people's lives or alter their perceptions or views on certain people or subjects. In fact there is so much I still need to learn and understand about life itself. My purpose behind writing is to be able to open my mind on a blank canvas and carve out a design that inspires people.

So here's to a new beginning.. Let's go get it.. :)